I remember how much easier it was to slam myself into a button down dress shirt and a pencil skirt. I would just squeeze myself into the clothes and shift around the fat. LMAO…
Now….now I can barely fit myself into the same clothes I used to fit in. The second I put on the same button down shirt that fit me 2 weeks ago I feel the material stretching around my biceps. I can barely push my shoulder through the sleeve because… well damn it….IT DOESNT FIT. It’s my biggest fear AND the most amazing thought to think about how my muscles will stretch the material too much that I rip it while in public.
No..I’m not complaining..i’m bragging. 😉
I love love love the fact that I’m growing. It has been too long (ok it’s only been about 3 months) since I grew this way. Not being able to fit into clothes…is an absolutely great feeling. Even better yet..for the last week my pump in the gym has been insane. I look bigger and fuller than ever before. Makes me just want to go to the gym just to see how my body transforms in the mirrors as I lift heavy, heavy..and heavier weights.
The good thing is…now I can finally refocus my efforts on getting more muscular. Why?? Well I have a new job…one that will give me the time I need to focus on diet, training and cardio. Which is what I’ve been needing to get back to the one thing I love. MUSCLE….
Enough rambling now…..I’m just happy